Friday, January 2, 2026

2025: Was Kinda Rough


Hello there, this is just me, writing down the things I still kinda remember from 2025. I'm now at the point where I need something to remind me to remember things. Haha! Yes, you want to know my room is still messy. lol

2025 was rough for me, both in work and life. I was not able to get out of the PIP until the end of the year. I still need to prove that I'm fine now, and I will not make any more mistakes. I need to work fast but less mistakes. I know that is hard but I'm doing my best. Hopefully, this is the year my best would be good enough. 

I do know the sludge I felt last year was from decisions I made years ago. I have this tendency to hold on to things regardless of how adverse they can be for my brain and emotions. I'm still trying to let things go, and I think I'm getting there. 

There are some good days from 2025. Being able to go to Cebu for a week, going to a Renfaire in Bagiuo, losing almost 12 Kgs in 6 months, and getting to meet up with people in 2025. I do feel a bit better about some decisions I made. 

Some decisions from 2025 are still kinda unravelling, so I would probably update in the future. You know I would be playing it goes well. 

There is a YouTube Video of the wins for 2025 and the goals for 2026. Please check it out. haha I need more people there. 

PC is still there, it has been for 4 months now as of writing this. We need a motherboard for it. Might get a new one by March or April. 

Thursday, January 1, 2026

Birth month Randomness: 2024 and 2025

 






It's been 12 years now since I started posting daily for my Birth Month. I forgot to post about 2024. So I'm going to do a double post. 

For 2024, I posted doodles of people whom I adore! Here is the album. The art was commissioned from @UsagiBaka1 on (Twitter/X). 

Here are some of the Art. The people in the artworks are Vtubers and some of my IRL friends. Who kept me above water.


For 2025, I posted photos with thank-you notes to random stuff and people. Here is the Album. I thought that was a good thing to do for 2025, as the year just felt heavy. I wanted to remind myself that there are people and stuff that are there to balance me out. Not everything is bad.


Well, this is now the first post of 2026! Happy New Year!