Woah it has been a while blog page. Thank you for being here! I love that no one is blogging anymore. I can keep on putting things here without thinking about it too much. I don't need a cohesive thought
Since the last post, I have been vlogging more editing more and I have done 14 episodes of the Podcast. Please check it here. I got vaccinated, got free stuff. So I know it is kinda good for the past months. I'm thankful and again I feel spoiled. I got gifted subs to two of my friends that stream on Twitch. You can see it on my vlogs, IG and Tiktok.
Yet I do feel tired of life. I know I should be okay I mean I'm healthy and I don't struggle too much. I don't have to worry about food, the house clothes and all. But I don't want to be here anymore. Don't get me wrong I don't want to switch the light off but I do want to just leave and go to a place where no one knows me. I know that will be crazy also the top reason why I can't leave is money. I don't have the fund to just leave and start again. Leaving all this toxic stuff.
Chest hurts... oh well need to go back to work
